no more dramas

oh please no more dramas
no more plays
no more what-eva
coz i've seen too much
here and there
around me
as if i'm the cameraman
taping all events that's happening
good or bad
happy or sad
warmness or coldness
everything
or even sometimes
being the actress herself
protagonist or antagonist
i can perform both
but there are times
i feel like being the director
so when i've had enough of something
i'll simply scream
"CUT!"
and that's it
that's how it all goes on and on and on
or maybe being cameraman isn't that bad
at all
coz being an actress
is something i've been passing up