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i really should stop whining.

this instance. right now.

3..2..1..

start!

bye bye macbook

pernah ga siy loe bener2 pengen suatu barang yg sangatlah tidak murah sampe loe rela tabungan bertaun2 dipake buat beli??

i.have

actually, masih. gw masih mau barang itu.. udah hampir 5 taun gw nabung.. akhirnya gw punya cukup uang buat beli.. and i asked my mom and she said "yes, just buy it if you want" but i know bokap gw ga akan ngebolehin..

and guess what? he did NOT allow me :(

and as soon as i hang up the phone, i started to cry. bego emang gw tau, tapi gmana dong? gw sampe mimpi punya itu! yes i know it's REALLY REALLY stupid. apa sih cuman barang doang. whatever.. tapi mo gmana lagi.. gw ga mau beli tanpa ijin bonyok walopun itu beli nya pake duit tabungan gw.. well mgk gw blm jodoh aja.. mgk bakal ada sesuatu yg lbh baik buat gw.. banyak kemungkinan, tapi apapun itu.. gw masih sedih. BIG TIME.

so, the only thing i can say is: BYE BYE MACBOOK






ps: ini yg bikin gw sedih seharian ini

back in beppu

yes, been a week since i went back to beppu
nothing has changed
still beppu the cold spring little town
and now i'm dying to go back to jakarta
AGAIN

men! belom ada seminggu tugas udah bertumpuk2
tmen2 kelas yg makin MT dan nyebelin
and think that they're all that!
big sh*t
excuse my language, tapi gw bener2 ga ngerti sm mrk
and i really don't know whether i could survive this thing or not

kmrn gw ditelp nyokap dan nyokap nanya gmana kelas dsb
and i just told the truth
mgk gw bisa tahan kl anak2nya asik
but this
i don't know anymore
and i don't give a damn
terserah mrk mo ngapain

i just live my own life, without them
tanpa mrk hidup gw udah ga terlalu menyenangkan di beppu setelah angkatan gw pada cabut

THNX GUYS for the best class ever -_-
i won't forget you i swear
and i'll be glad not seeing you anymore

-end of whining-

please.GOD

if only i could stop the time

i would. really i would.